I lost entirely too much time the other day just wandering around the internet.  I really need to get out and wander the world instead, but that’s another story.

However, in my wanderings, I came across this. And I thought, “Hmm…I could just chuck it all and go live in western NC for a year learning how to cook using local ingredients and outdoor stoves and such.”  If it was just a 6 month experience, I probably would have applied that night.  But a year is a long time in my book.  So maybe I’ll just head down there to check the place out sometime soon:)

I come across new things nearly every day that I might want to try…and then sometimes the push and pull of wanting to do so much completely immobilizes me. And that’s where I’m at right now.  I’m ready for a change, but don’t know what kind of change.  And so I sit.  And get sad.  And worry.  Sorry for the rambling, but it’s all I seem to be able to do lately.